Saturday, April 10, 2010 6:24 AM

big changes in my attitude

Lynniieex33♥Uhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Haiz....
i tot by using computer and listening to music will relax me...
But.................
CANT!!!!
So fed up sia.....

Dam no mood since ytd...
Stress stress stress!!!
:(
This is the first time i feel so stress...
I m always so relax..
And i nvr ever got stress before...
But why m i stress at sth that is not my prblem?
:(
kor kor is trying his best to help me...
Why am i still so worried.?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And donno why when i was listening to song jus now...
When pretty boy was played...
I feel like crying...
okok..
maybe i know..
and maybe some of u know...
And i m not telling....
only a few of u know...

And i don feel like eating....
no appetite...
its like...
what ever food i think of..
even the once i like..
makes me feel like throw up...
and whatever food that is in place for me...
make me feel like using it to throw at the stupid china guy's face...
i onloy drink water..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even sleep well..
its like........
every 3 hrs of sleep i will wake up...
and as long as i cant find my baby mickey mouse...
it makes me wanna cry...

Why why why??

I wont cry if i cant find my mickey mouse when i suddenly wake up lasttime...
I don even hug my mickey mouse lasttime...

haizzzzz...........
:(